Trip to godconsciousness
First i want to say this was one of my strongest spiritual experience i was even not sure if i should post it because its very personal.
i never prayed to any god also when i was a child i never liked churches and i felt more connected with the nature.
Here it starts i sit down on the bed ready for meditation and feel already everything starts moving.
After all the boarders disapear everything becomes one.its like an inner firework and you feel the rockets in your energiefield.
Its like many rollercoaster rails and each one is a different dimension with different belives. I was one I was god and I created everything to experience this. So each one of you is the one what we are so everyone can experience that he/she is god. I talked about the paradigm and the dimension change and that we all need to stay on this planet and the 3 dimension to raise it slowly. The 3 dimension become so intense every sound was so strongly and every second was like a flash through my whole reality all the time I felt deep love and light so i prefered to let my eyes closed. And I started to remember everything, that everything is a program just that we cant look beyond. I had always the feeling when I remember everything I will stop existing in the 3 dimension and I was a lil bit scared of this and was thinking that I can got crazy with all the experiences .
i am fully consciousness, everything is sexuality and orgasm because your body is female and male in interaction, but male or female don’t exist on that level. Nothing really exist it’s a program written by myself. i felt then deep love to my brother and my whole family everything what I created. I mostly teached oneness from the ratio but I never experienced this that strong. Words cant even describe it. You feel you are the only one here and then you go back in the rail with the 3 dimension and you become again that strong sensitive.
Tears in my eyes of full bliss joy, very thankful for our ego otherwise we would be just this constant conscious soup. So thankful for my whole family and also 2 friends who gave me a lot of pain in my life…finally healed fully. If one cell starts to remember the whole body remembers. Yoga, meditation, drugs and sexuality helps to see beyond the 3 dimensional reality. Every breath every yawning is expending consciousness. Enligthment high 10 and deja vu high 20. Deep fear program that we don’t remember who “we” are, but there is no we there is only I. I was scared to talk because with more remembering more from the boarders disappeared and the whole game started to finish. every living got like a monitor it´s like we are a tv-channel and in this channel you live there is only this channel and when you go out of this tv you see that you are the watcher and there is no one else, so because of this lonleyness you started to create this planet with different identities to play this big game of love.
How more you understand you really are GOD how more you become conflicts, because the ego is your alarm system and firewall.
I think and I know not many will quite understand this or give me support in this because this is my program to protect maybe myself from dissolving.
There is only the I who can really understand this and the I´s who already experienced this.
If one of the I´s changes this law, everything will change and there will be maybe no planets, universe or whatever…
this experience is one week old now.
i could describe it maybe a lil bit more but i hope you feel this what i wrote because the words cant even describe it really
THANK YOU ALL for REMEMBERING WHO YOU REALLY ARE
if you need more text here is a good one http://www.wakingtimes.com/2014/11/14/god-true-teachings-jesus/